Carly Simon opened up about her yearslong absence from the public eye, revealing she was diagnosed with cancer and Parkinson’s disease.
“So many people have written to me, kindly wondering about my relative silence, asking how I am and what I have been doing. The truth is, I’ve been learning how to live with Parkinson’s disease,” the singer, 83, wrote in a statement shared by People on Monday, July 27.
Simon noted it has taken “some time” for her to “understand the diagnosis, to adjust to it, and to decide how much I wanted to say about it publicly.”
“Parkinson’s is different for everyone, and it can be unpredictable. Some days I’m so tired I can’t get the day moving at all. On others, it gives me a little more room to move, think, work, and feel like myself,” she continued. “The problems began with arthritis in both knees and one hip. I eventually had all three joints replaced, out with the old and in with delicate bouquets of metal and plastic.”
After “three replacement surgeries,” the songwriter still had difficulty walking. It “continued to worsen,” which caused Simon to seek more medical assistance.
“I had trouble standing up from low chairs and deep couches without someone offering me an arm. Overstuffed furniture became my enemy. Once seated, I could feel as though I had been swallowed by the chair and might remain there permanently, like a guest who had badly overstayed her welcome,” she said. “Eventually, there were periods when I could not walk without considerable help. My family and I knew that something more was going on. After an extensive evaluation at the Mayo Clinic, I was diagnosed with Parkinson’s.”
Simon began treatment, which included”taking medication to help with stiffness and other symptoms.” She explained, “There is no tidy or predictable schedule to the illness. It does not consult my calendar before deciding what kind of day I am going to have.”
“Parkinson’s is usually associated with movement, tremors, and balance, but it can affect much more than the body. It can bring anxiety, depression, exhaustion, and apathy. The apathy is particularly strange,” she wrote. “You can find yourself lying there like a starfish drying in the sun, arms pointing in all directions, while nothing inside is telling you to get up, read, watch, write, sing, call someone, or do much of anything at all.”
Simon continued: “That has been one of the hardest things to explain. It is not simply sadness or laziness. It is as though the part of the brain that sends out invitations to participate in life has temporarily misplaced the guest list.”
As she began her Parkinson’s treatment, Simon was faced with an additional challenge: basal cell carcinoma on her face.
“The cancer was removed, but the surgery affected my appearance and made me more self-conscious about being seen in public,” she noted. “I have always been more critical of my appearance than anyone else could possibly imagine (check out the irony of having written ‘You’re So Vain.’), and this gave my inner critic quite a lot of new material.”
Simon explained that “withdrawing from public view” was the “most palatable reaction” due to her “mobility issues, the Parkinson’s diagnosis, the surgery, and the emotional effects of it all.”
“If a person is allowed to hibernate during both winter and summer, then I have become an all-season bear,” she detailed. “But I have not stopped living, and I have not stopped working.”
Amid her health battles, Simon found herself returning to music.
“In the middle of all this, I began recording a new album, Comes in Waves. That still feels mysterious to me. Music has always known when to arrive. It has rescued me more times [than] I can count,” she wrote. “The album includes songs and fragments of songs that had been waiting for me, some for years. There were melodies, verses, and ideas written down and tucked away for some unknown future when I would have the time and attention to finish them. Apparently, that future is now.”
Comes in Waves marks Simon’s first original full-length album since 2008.
“Working on the music gave shape to days that did not always have much shape,” she shared. “It gave me somewhere to go without having to leave the room. It reminded me that illness can change your life without becoming the whole of your life.”
In her lengthy statement, Simon addressed her decision to return to the public eye.
“I do not consider Parkinson’s a gift or a blessing. It is neither. It is difficult, frustrating, and sometimes frightening. I am still learning how to live with it and how to accept it without feeling that I have surrendered something essential,” she continued. “I am still writing, singing, imagining, laughing, worrying, remembering, and occasionally getting trapped in an overstuffed chair.”
Simon, who shares two children with first husband James Taylor, thanked her loved ones for their support.
“I am deeply grateful to my children, my family, my friends, my caregivers, and the medical professionals who have helped me through this. Their love and patience have carried me through days when my own reserves were not enough,” she added.
Simon concluded: “I wanted to share this now because so many people have reached out with genuine concern. I am touched by that concern, even when I have not known how to respond. These days I move more slowly, I lean on others more than I once did, and I have learned to accept that every day will look a little different. But I am still very much here.”
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