{"id":1966117,"date":"2025-08-18T03:32:23","date_gmt":"2025-08-18T03:32:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/?p=1966117"},"modified":"2025-08-18T03:32:23","modified_gmt":"2025-08-18T03:32:23","slug":"i-rewatched-black-swan-for-the-first-time-in-years-and-i-never-realized-just-how-scarily-much-i-connected-to-this-thriller-film","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/i-rewatched-black-swan-for-the-first-time-in-years-and-i-never-realized-just-how-scarily-much-i-connected-to-this-thriller-film\/","title":{"rendered":"I Rewatched Black Swan For The First Time In Years, And I Never Realized Just How Scarily Much I Connected To This Thriller Film"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><\/p>\n<div data-article-body=\"true\">\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\"><i>When you buy through links on our articles, Future and its syndication partners may earn a commission.<\/i><\/p>\n<figure class=\"relative mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><button aria-label=\"View larger image\" class=\"group absolute bottom-3 right-3 size-10 md:size-[50px] lg:inset-0 lg:size-full lg:bg-transparent\" data-ylk=\"elm:expand;itc:1;sec:image-lightbox;slk:lightbox-open;\"><span class=\"absolute bottom-0 right-0 rounded-full bg-white p-3 opacity-100 shadow-elevation-3 transition-opacity duration-300 group-hover:block group-hover:opacity-100 md:p-[17px] lg:bottom-6 lg:right-6 lg:bg-white\/90 lg:p-5 lg:opacity-0 lg:shadow-none\"><svg viewbox=\"0 0 22 22\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"size-4 lg:size-6\" width=\"22\" height=\"22\"><path d=\"M12.372.92c0-.506.41-.916.915-.916L21 0l-.004 7.712a.917.917 0 0 1-1.832 0V3.183l-6.827 6.828-1.349-1.348 6.828-6.828h-4.529a.915.915 0 0 1-.915-.915M1.835 17.816l6.828-6.828 1.349 1.349-6.829 6.827h4.529a.915.915 0 0 1 0 1.831L0 21l.004-7.713a.916.916 0 0 1 1.831 0z\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/button><dialog aria-label=\"Modal Dialog\" aria-modal=\"true\" class=\"fixed inset-0 z-4 size-full max-h-none max-w-none bg-white hidden\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<p>Credit: Fox Searchlight<\/p>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">You know how there\u2019s always that one film that you never think is <em>going <\/em>to become one of your all-time favorites, but then it sweeps the rug from under you and suddenly it\u2019s all you can think about? Yeah, that was me with <em>Black Swan<\/em> when I was a kid.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">While the film is certainly not a new one on the <a rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.yahoo.com\/entertainment\/upcoming-movies-2025-movie-release-130453990.html\" data-ylk=\"slk:2025 movie schedule;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas;outcm:mb_qualified_link;_E:mb_qualified_link;ct:story;\" class=\"link  yahoo-link\"><u>2025 movie schedule<\/u><\/a>, it\u2019s one that I have revisited in the past \u2013 and have decided to again this year, in honor of its fifteenth anniversary. They\u2019re even re-releasing it for a limited time in theaters on August 21st and 24th.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">It\u2019s really been <em>years <\/em>since I\u2019ve seen this film, and I have to admit that I\u2019ve changed a lot from the last time I watched it. While it\u2019s certainly still one of the <a rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.yahoo.com\/entertainment\/best-psychological-thriller-movies-watch-150400746.html\" data-ylk=\"slk:best psychological thrillers;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas;outcm:mb_qualified_link;_E:mb_qualified_link;ct:story;\" class=\"link  yahoo-link\"><u>best psychological thrillers<\/u><\/a> of the previous few decades, I started to notice just how much I\u2026felt strongly about this film, and the fact that it dug deeper into my mind than ever before. Let\u2019s talk about it.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"relative mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><img alt=\"Mila Kunis in Black Swan\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"540\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/s.yimg.com\/ny\/api\/res\/1.2\/U4WnlqCLVh0j9IXqwlIXFA--\/YXBwaWQ9aGlnaGxhbmRlcjt3PTk2MDtoPTU0MDtjZj13ZWJw\/https:\/\/media.zenfs.com\/en\/cinemablend_388\/676babf988cdb77c8a7b8b555f237c72\"\/><button aria-label=\"View larger image\" class=\"group absolute bottom-3 right-3 size-10 md:size-[50px] lg:inset-0 lg:size-full lg:bg-transparent\" data-ylk=\"elm:expand;itc:1;sec:image-lightbox;slk:lightbox-open;\"><span class=\"absolute bottom-0 right-0 rounded-full bg-white p-3 opacity-100 shadow-elevation-3 transition-opacity duration-300 group-hover:block group-hover:opacity-100 md:p-[17px] lg:bottom-6 lg:right-6 lg:bg-white\/90 lg:p-5 lg:opacity-0 lg:shadow-none\"><svg viewbox=\"0 0 22 22\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"size-4 lg:size-6\" width=\"22\" height=\"22\"><path d=\"M12.372.92c0-.506.41-.916.915-.916L21 0l-.004 7.712a.917.917 0 0 1-1.832 0V3.183l-6.827 6.828-1.349-1.348 6.828-6.828h-4.529a.915.915 0 0 1-.915-.915M1.835 17.816l6.828-6.828 1.349 1.349-6.829 6.827h4.529a.915.915 0 0 1 0 1.831L0 21l.004-7.713a.916.916 0 0 1 1.831 0z\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/button><dialog aria-label=\"Modal Dialog\" aria-modal=\"true\" class=\"fixed inset-0 z-4 size-full max-h-none max-w-none bg-white hidden\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<p>Credit: Fox Searchlight Pictures<\/p>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2 class=\"mb-4 text-xl font-bold md:text-2xl\">Black Swan Has Always Been One Of My Favorites<\/h2>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Before I get into this, I\u2019m going to be honest and say <em>Black Swan <\/em>is one of my favorite films, and it has been for a long time. I genuinely believe that this is one of <a rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cinemablend.com\/news\/2571004\/the-best-natalie-portman-movies-and-how-to-watch-them\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Natalie Portman\u2019s best films;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \"><u>Natalie Portman\u2019s <\/u><u><em>best <\/em><\/u><u>films<\/u><\/a> and, not only that, I think it\u2019s also one of <a rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cinemablend.com\/news\/2570161\/every-darren-aronofsky-movie-including-mother-ranked\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:Darron Aronofsky\u2019s best movies;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \"><u>Darron Aronofsky\u2019s best movies<\/u><\/a> as well.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">I still remember the first time that I watched it, which, to be honest, I probably <em>shouldn\u2019t <\/em>have, because when this film came out, I wasn\u2019t even thirteen yet. But, I was home alone, and I was going through my parents\u2019 DVD collection, and found it. I&#8217;d heard super great things, so I decided to watch.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">I\u2019m pretty sure it altered my brain chemistry in a way that cannot be undone, even now, fifteen years later.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">I was obviously stunned by the dancing because, wow, I had never seen such beautiful ballet at the time. The bigger pull this film had on me was through the story, how it showed the beauty and madness of perfection. I don\u2019t think it quite connected as much in my head as a pre-teen, but I knew this was a film for the ages.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Now, rewatching it in my twenties\u2026something just\u2026clicked.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"relative mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><img alt=\"Natalie Portman's Nina horrified by her endless reflections in Black Swan\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"540\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/s.yimg.com\/ny\/api\/res\/1.2\/DQjhl0ObNLofKH1Kxz6uIQ--\/YXBwaWQ9aGlnaGxhbmRlcjt3PTk2MDtoPTU0MDtjZj13ZWJw\/https:\/\/media.zenfs.com\/en\/cinemablend_388\/a4cbf26d1b21bb0d586dccc9e06acfaa\"\/><button aria-label=\"View larger image\" class=\"group absolute bottom-3 right-3 size-10 md:size-[50px] lg:inset-0 lg:size-full lg:bg-transparent\" data-ylk=\"elm:expand;itc:1;sec:image-lightbox;slk:lightbox-open;\"><span class=\"absolute bottom-0 right-0 rounded-full bg-white p-3 opacity-100 shadow-elevation-3 transition-opacity duration-300 group-hover:block group-hover:opacity-100 md:p-[17px] lg:bottom-6 lg:right-6 lg:bg-white\/90 lg:p-5 lg:opacity-0 lg:shadow-none\"><svg viewbox=\"0 0 22 22\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"size-4 lg:size-6\" width=\"22\" height=\"22\"><path d=\"M12.372.92c0-.506.41-.916.915-.916L21 0l-.004 7.712a.917.917 0 0 1-1.832 0V3.183l-6.827 6.828-1.349-1.348 6.828-6.828h-4.529a.915.915 0 0 1-.915-.915M1.835 17.816l6.828-6.828 1.349 1.349-6.829 6.827h4.529a.915.915 0 0 1 0 1.831L0 21l.004-7.713a.916.916 0 0 1 1.831 0z\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/button><dialog aria-label=\"Modal Dialog\" aria-modal=\"true\" class=\"fixed inset-0 z-4 size-full max-h-none max-w-none bg-white hidden\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<p>Credit: Max<\/p>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2 class=\"mb-4 text-xl font-bold md:text-2xl\">I Never Realized Just How Much I Connected To Nina Until Now<\/h2>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">So, for those who need a refresher, Nina is the main character. Played by Natalie Portman, the film follows the story of a ballerina who strives for perfection every day as she competes to become the prima ballerina and have the spotlight on her during a production of <em>Swan Lake <\/em>at Lincoln Center.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">The film overall, without any context of the themes we dive into, is already something up my alley as someone who loves the <a rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.yahoo.com\/entertainment\/best-dance-movies-watch-them-100456129.html\" data-ylk=\"slk:best dance movies;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas;outcm:mb_qualified_link;_E:mb_qualified_link;ct:story;\" class=\"link  yahoo-link\"><u>best dance movies<\/u><\/a> and the best modern musicals, anything that has <em>anything <\/em>to do with music and dance is an instant win in my book. Upon rewatching this film, I only started to realize that <em>now<\/em>\u2026I connect a lot more with Nina. Like\u2026to a point where I\u2019m a little concerned.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Alright, so maybe it\u2019s not <em>scary <\/em>and I\u2019m overreacting a little, but truthfully, that\u2019s how I felt as the film progressed. I felt for her as the young one of the group, trying to prove herself constantly to those who felt better, looked better, and performed better than her.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">I felt that constant <em>doubt <\/em>that always dragged her down. Sure, I never went as far as she did with vices in order to deal with them, as we see her slip further and further as the film goes on. The voice in the back of your mind, though, that says you aren\u2019t good enough, to the point where it feels like you\u2019re fighting yourself? That\u2019s real. That\u2019s <em>raw. <\/em>And it\u2019s the truth.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"relative mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><img alt=\"Natalie Portman in white dress in Black Swan.\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"540\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/s.yimg.com\/ny\/api\/res\/1.2\/Zzxd3F0EwxydTnuQndTpww--\/YXBwaWQ9aGlnaGxhbmRlcjt3PTk2MDtoPTU0MDtjZj13ZWJw\/https:\/\/media.zenfs.com\/en\/cinemablend_388\/b46c0f834f5ddbc04e03224288f8bfe4\"\/><button aria-label=\"View larger image\" class=\"group absolute bottom-3 right-3 size-10 md:size-[50px] lg:inset-0 lg:size-full lg:bg-transparent\" data-ylk=\"elm:expand;itc:1;sec:image-lightbox;slk:lightbox-open;\"><span class=\"absolute bottom-0 right-0 rounded-full bg-white p-3 opacity-100 shadow-elevation-3 transition-opacity duration-300 group-hover:block group-hover:opacity-100 md:p-[17px] lg:bottom-6 lg:right-6 lg:bg-white\/90 lg:p-5 lg:opacity-0 lg:shadow-none\"><svg viewbox=\"0 0 22 22\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"size-4 lg:size-6\" width=\"22\" height=\"22\"><path d=\"M12.372.92c0-.506.41-.916.915-.916L21 0l-.004 7.712a.917.917 0 0 1-1.832 0V3.183l-6.827 6.828-1.349-1.348 6.828-6.828h-4.529a.915.915 0 0 1-.915-.915M1.835 17.816l6.828-6.828 1.349 1.349-6.829 6.827h4.529a.915.915 0 0 1 0 1.831L0 21l.004-7.713a.916.916 0 0 1 1.831 0z\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/button><dialog aria-label=\"Modal Dialog\" aria-modal=\"true\" class=\"fixed inset-0 z-4 size-full max-h-none max-w-none bg-white hidden\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<p>Credit: Fox Searchlight<\/p>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2 class=\"mb-4 text-xl font-bold md:text-2xl\">The Idea Of Trying To Reach Perfection So Much That It Hurts You Is Harrowing<\/h2>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Truthfully, the <em>Black Swan <\/em>ending haunts me to this day. It did not necessarily sit super well with me back then, and it\u2019s one that still doesn\u2019t today. I think back then it was because I was a little freaked out by the blood and the slow fade of her life after she dove off the stage \u2013 little me wasn\u2019t seasoned by the best horror movies yet.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Now it sits with me because I feel, in a way, we have <em>all <\/em>experienced this \u2013 or, at the very least, I have. Maybe not to this extent, where I\u2019m literally bleeding out on the ground because I strived for perfection so hard. But there have been plenty of times that I have felt like I have physically <em>harmed <\/em>myself because I am doing far too much, for far too little and with barely any gains for my own life, all because I\u2019m trying to be perfect.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">I could think of a million examples from my life. One would be trying to perfect my knife skills as a home chef because I have a passion for cooking, the <a rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cinemablend.com\/television\/2561526\/great-cooking-channels-to-subscribe-to-on-youtube\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:best cooking channels;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \"><u>best cooking channels<\/u><\/a>, all those baking shows, and more. One day, I was going too fast with a knife, and I ended up in the emergency room needing stitches for my thumb, because I wanted to be quicker and more efficient behind the counter.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Another example would be me with tennis. While I am not a sports star at all, I enjoy the <a rel=\"nofollow\" target=\"_blank\" href=\"https:\/\/www.cinemablend.com\/movies\/best-sports-movies\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\" data-ylk=\"slk:best sports movies;elm:context_link;itc:0;sec:content-canvas\" class=\"link \"><u>best sports movies<\/u><\/a> and the occasional romp on the court. There was a time, though, when I was <em>obsessed <\/em>with becoming good at the sport because my boyfriend had played for years. However, I went too hard one day, took a bad turn, and partially ripped through four tendons in my foot. I was lucky I didn\u2019t need surgery after, but the recovery process felt nearly impossible.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Striving for perfection is persistently the producer of my pain, and this movie made me come to that conclusion.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"relative mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><img alt=\"Natalie Portman wears a white gown and looks in the mirror in Black Swan.\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"540\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/s.yimg.com\/ny\/api\/res\/1.2\/GTDW_GNt0cnBIj1R8sH5rw--\/YXBwaWQ9aGlnaGxhbmRlcjt3PTk2MDtoPTU0MDtjZj13ZWJw\/https:\/\/media.zenfs.com\/en\/cinemablend_388\/83d6c164f61268e84ebc88054b5a0e79\"\/><button aria-label=\"View larger image\" class=\"group absolute bottom-3 right-3 size-10 md:size-[50px] lg:inset-0 lg:size-full lg:bg-transparent\" data-ylk=\"elm:expand;itc:1;sec:image-lightbox;slk:lightbox-open;\"><span class=\"absolute bottom-0 right-0 rounded-full bg-white p-3 opacity-100 shadow-elevation-3 transition-opacity duration-300 group-hover:block group-hover:opacity-100 md:p-[17px] lg:bottom-6 lg:right-6 lg:bg-white\/90 lg:p-5 lg:opacity-0 lg:shadow-none\"><svg viewbox=\"0 0 22 22\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"size-4 lg:size-6\" width=\"22\" height=\"22\"><path d=\"M12.372.92c0-.506.41-.916.915-.916L21 0l-.004 7.712a.917.917 0 0 1-1.832 0V3.183l-6.827 6.828-1.349-1.348 6.828-6.828h-4.529a.915.915 0 0 1-.915-.915M1.835 17.816l6.828-6.828 1.349 1.349-6.829 6.827h4.529a.915.915 0 0 1 0 1.831L0 21l.004-7.713a.916.916 0 0 1 1.831 0z\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/button><dialog aria-label=\"Modal Dialog\" aria-modal=\"true\" class=\"fixed inset-0 z-4 size-full max-h-none max-w-none bg-white hidden\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<p>Credit: Fox Searchlight<\/p>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2 class=\"mb-4 text-xl font-bold md:text-2xl\">The Slow Deterioration Of The Mind Feels Reflective Of Modern-Day Perfectionism With Me<\/h2>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">This is another thing that many people who watch this film can now relate to. Again, I\u2019m hoping that no one is experiencing the intense mental decline that Nina experiences in the movie because <em>no <\/em>one deserves that. The way her mind deteriorates <em>because <\/em>of her need for perfection feels a little too close to home nowadays.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">I mean, think about it. We live in a social age. There are so many people online who are constantly trying to put up the best picture on Instagram, the best reel on Facebook, the best video on TikTok, but we don\u2019t <em>know <\/em>the person behind the screen. We only see what they want us to.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Truth be told, there is so much we don\u2019t know about the feelings and the minds of those who constantly put their life on a stage for people to see. Oftentimes, they might be going through something despite an image of perfection they present, and I think it\u2019s really up to us to discern that.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">I\u2019ve done that. I\u2019m sure millions of others have as well. This film shows how you never really know what someone is going through until you look behind the screen.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"relative mb-4\">\n<div class=\"relative\"><img alt=\"Natalie Portman and Benjamin Millepied in Black Swan.\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"960\" height=\"540\" decoding=\"async\" data-nimg=\"1\" class=\"rounded-lg\" style=\"color:transparent\" src=\"https:\/\/s.yimg.com\/ny\/api\/res\/1.2\/Rxhx3vdBD8bHXTeL8pzEbA--\/YXBwaWQ9aGlnaGxhbmRlcjt3PTk2MDtoPTU0MDtjZj13ZWJw\/https:\/\/media.zenfs.com\/en\/cinemablend_388\/f56bd16f0d70201f7c650395944f9220\"\/><button aria-label=\"View larger image\" class=\"group absolute bottom-3 right-3 size-10 md:size-[50px] lg:inset-0 lg:size-full lg:bg-transparent\" data-ylk=\"elm:expand;itc:1;sec:image-lightbox;slk:lightbox-open;\"><span class=\"absolute bottom-0 right-0 rounded-full bg-white p-3 opacity-100 shadow-elevation-3 transition-opacity duration-300 group-hover:block group-hover:opacity-100 md:p-[17px] lg:bottom-6 lg:right-6 lg:bg-white\/90 lg:p-5 lg:opacity-0 lg:shadow-none\"><svg viewbox=\"0 0 22 22\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"size-4 lg:size-6\" width=\"22\" height=\"22\"><path d=\"M12.372.92c0-.506.41-.916.915-.916L21 0l-.004 7.712a.917.917 0 0 1-1.832 0V3.183l-6.827 6.828-1.349-1.348 6.828-6.828h-4.529a.915.915 0 0 1-.915-.915M1.835 17.816l6.828-6.828 1.349 1.349-6.829 6.827h4.529a.915.915 0 0 1 0 1.831L0 21l.004-7.713a.916.916 0 0 1 1.831 0z\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/button><dialog aria-label=\"Modal Dialog\" aria-modal=\"true\" class=\"fixed inset-0 z-4 size-full max-h-none max-w-none bg-white hidden\"\/><\/div><figcaption class=\"relative text-sm mt-1 pr-2.5\">\n<p>Credit: Fox Searchlight Pictures<\/p>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2 class=\"mb-4 text-xl font-bold md:text-2xl\">It&#8217;s Honestly Kind Of Concerning That I&#8217;ve Felt This Way, And I Wonder If Others Do Too<\/h2>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">Okay, maybe concerning isn\u2019t the right word, but it\u2019s\u2026interesting. A part of me has wondered why I\u2019ve felt this way about this film for years, and it\u2019s peculiar that watching it now, <em>years <\/em>later, is what truly opened it up to me.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">I\u2019ve been striving to be perfect all my life. While I don\u2019t think I am or ever will be, this movie was a harrowing reminder that I need to stop working so hard to be perfect. It\u2019s okay to take a break and <em>breathe <\/em>when it feels like things are getting out of control. We can try to pick up a load of sand as much as we want, but at the end of the day, if nothing is holding it together, the grains will slip through our fingers every time.<\/p>\n<p class=\"mb-4 text-lg md:leading-8 break-words\">If we keep trying to be perfect with nothing helping us, then we\u2019re nothing but grains of sand, trying to stay together fruitlessly. Shockingly, this movie made me realize that. It makes me wonder who else has gone through this as well, and if others connect just as much to Nina as I have. Well\u2026only time will tell.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><em> \u2018 The preceding article may include information circulated by third parties \u2019 <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em> \u2018 Some details of this article were extracted from the following source www.yahoo.com \u2019 <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When you buy through links on our articles, Future and its syndication partners may earn a commission. 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