Jennifer Lopez<\/strong> is facing criticism from all sides as she struggles to deal with life<\/a> post-divorce \u2014 and an insider tells National Enquirer that the \u201cLet\u2019s Get Loud\u201d singer is potentially thinking about leaving the \u201ctoxic world of Hollywood\u201d behind.<\/p>\n \u201cJen wants to move abroad because she\u2019s fed up and ready for a brand new challenge,\u201d an insider says. \u201cShe\u2019s always had this fantasy of getting away from it all and living a quiet life somewhere totally off the map, like Bali or even a small town in Italy.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNo one has ever taken her seriously because she always talks about it as this sort of bucket list thing she wants to check off \u2018one day,\u2019 versus really wanting to do it \u2018now,\u2019\u201d the insider tells the National Enquirer.<\/p>\n However, the insider explains that Lopez, 56, has \u201csuddenly gotten very serious\u201d about moving out of the States and has \u201ceven started looking at real estate options.\u201d<\/p>\n Europa Press \/ MEGA<\/span><\/p>\n \u201cShe\u2019s been so beaten down the last couple of years,\u201d the insider adds, saying that her split from ex-husband<\/a> Ben Affleck<\/strong> \u201cis at the heart of it.\u201d<\/p>\n While the Maid in Manhattan star would like to \u201crun away from the pain,\u201d she\u2019s also upset by the way others in the industry<\/a> have been treating her.<\/p>\n \u201cFive years ago, when she was getting all that praise for Hustlers, she felt like the days of being looked down on by her peers in the industry were over, but that hasn\u2019t proven true at all,\u201d the insider says. \u201cIf anything she feels more like an outsider than ever.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/span><\/div>\n