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Influencer Emilie Kiser\u00a0has returned to TikTok, four months after the death of her son, Trigg, who tragically drowned in their family pool<\/a> in May. The toddler was three years old.<\/p>\n \u201cHey you guys, don\u2019t even know what to say,\u201d Kiser, 26, began in her Saturday TikTok<\/a>. \u201cIt\u2019s been a minute since I\u2019ve obviously come on here. Not gonna lie, I\u2019m really nervous right now. I don\u2019t really know if there\u2019s any right way to start this video, but I\u2019m going to do my best.\u201d<\/p>\n The social media star has been off the internet since the tragedy occurred<\/a>, only recently returning last month with a brief post. <\/p>\n \u201cI have missed getting to chat with you guys everyday,\u201d Kiser, who sported a necklace that spelled out Trigg, admitted. \u201cI really do love this community we have here, and I hope that in coming back and sharing what I choose to, I can reconnect with you guys and, hopefully, help anyone going through a similar situation.\u201d<\/p>\n She added, \u201cI have been offline for the last little bit. I\u2019m just doing my best every day to figure this out, figure my life out. I\u2019m just taking it day by day. I\u2019m going to do the same with my content.\u201d<\/p>\n While noting how hard the last few months after been, Kiser stressed that she isn\u2019t going to beat around the bush in her videos.<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m not going to act like things are fine and dandy, and I don\u2019t want it to come off that way with me coming back and making content again,\u201d she detailed. \u201cThis is really therapeutic for me. I miss talking to you guys, but I don\u2019t know what that\u2019s going to fully look like. I don\u2019t know how much I\u2019m willing to share, especially about my grief journey.\u201d<\/p>\n Kiser confessed that she\u2019s still \u201ctrying to process everything, as best as I can, day by day,\u201d before stating: \u201cI don\u2019t know when I\u2019ll be ready. If you are going through anything similar, I just want to say that I love you, I\u2019m here for you and I understand how hard it is.\u201d<\/p>\n Before the video concluded, the media personality shared a glimpse into herself cleaning up around the house.<\/p>\n \u201cI have some time right now, so we\u2019re going to reset this house for the week ahead,\u201d Kiser finished. \u201cI\u2019m excited to do so. It always feels good going into the week with a clean home, so let\u2019s go and clean together. If you want to watch me clean, then keep watching.\u201d<\/p>\n Trigg was found unresponsive in the family\u2019s Arizona swimming pool by Kiser\u2019s husband, Brady Kiser.<\/p>\n According to the police report, Trigg\u00a0was unsupervised in the backyard for more than 9 minutes and was \u201cin the water for 7 of those minutes.\u201d<\/p>\n He was rushed to a hospital and pronounced dead on May 18. <\/p>\n At the time, Brady was the only parent home with Trigg and their son Theodore, 6 months. Brady allegedly placed a $25 bet on a New York Knicks playoff game<\/a> more than an hour before his son died in the family\u2019s backyard pool. He won $102.50 from that bet.<\/p>\n A Chandler, Arizona, police report stated that Brady\u2019s attention was \u201cdivided\u201d\u00a0 between taking care of his children and Game 4 of the Eastern Conference Semifinals.<\/p>\n Following the news of Trigg\u2019s death, Kiser filed a lawsuit against numerous offices<\/a>\u00a0in Arizona to keep details of her son\u2019s passing private.<\/p>\n Kiser publicly spoke out for the first time in August.<\/p>\n \u201cTrigg is our baby and our best friend. The light and spirit he brought into this world was bright, pure, joyful, and undeniable. We miss him every second of every day and continuing forward often feels unbearable,\u201d she\u00a0wrote on Instagram<\/a>. \u201cI never thought we would experience grief in this way or the pain of losing him so suddenly. It\u2019s a pain, heartache, and void that no family should ever have to endure.\u201d<\/p>\n She continued in part: \u201cI take full accountability as Trigg\u2019s mother, and I know I should have done more to protect him. One of the hardest lessons I carry is that a permanent pool fence could have saved his life, and it\u2019s something I will never overlook again. I hope amidst this pain, Trigg\u2019s story will help prevent other children and families from suffering the same loss.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n