Nicole Kidman<\/strong><\/a> may look like she\u2019s pressing on amid her divorce from Keith Urban<\/strong>, but a source tells Star<\/em> that behind the smiles, she\u2019s struggling. The source says she feels lost, and the grief she\u2019s carrying is far more intense than she lets on.<\/p>\n \u201cIn so many respects Nicole is doing brilliantly,\u201d the source says. \u201cShe\u2019s been a total pro throughout this, and her number one goal is to stay strong and not crumble for the sake of her daughters, as well as herself.\u201d<\/p>\n However, the source explains that it\u2019s \u201ceasier said than done.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cKeith was the love of her life, and it\u2019s not that simple to just turn those feelings off like a tap,\u201d the source continues. \u201cShe\u2019s been on auto pilot, cramming her schedule like crazy and sticking tight to friends who are longing to set her up for some fun once she gives the word.\u201d<\/p>\n While Kidman, 58, might seem like she\u2019s holding it all together, the source says that there\u2019s a feeling like \u201cthe dam has to burst at some point soon.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cShe has so much resentment and heartache that\u2019s inevitably going to come to the surface,\u201d the source adds. \u201cAnd when that happens it\u2019s not going to be pretty.\u201d<\/p>\n Kidman and Urban, 57, first met in 2005 before going on to officially tie the knot the following year. During their time together, they welcomed daughters Sunday Rose<\/strong>, 17, and Faith Margaret<\/strong><\/a>, 14.<\/p>\n On September 29, news broke that Urban and Kidman had separated<\/a> and the next day, the Practical Magic<\/em> star filed for divorce<\/a>.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n \u2018 The preceding article may include information circulated by third parties \u2019 <\/em><\/p>\n \u2018 Some details of this article were extracted from the following source starmagazine.com \u2019 <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" ZUMAPRESS.com \/ MEGA; MJT\/AdMedia\/Newscom\/The Mega Agency Nicole Kidman may look like she\u2019s pressing on amid her divorce from Keith Urban, but a source tells Star that behind the smiles, she\u2019s struggling. The source says she feels lost, and the grief she\u2019s carrying is far more intense than she lets on. \u201cIn so many respects Nicole […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2093049,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"jnews-multi-image_gallery":[],"jnews_single_post":[],"jnews_primary_category":[],"jnews_social_meta":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[25177],"tags":[25404],"class_list":["post-2093048","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-celebrities","tag-exclusive"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/Nicole-Kidman-Has-\u2018So-Much-Resentment-Toward-Keith-Urban-Despite.jpeg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2093048","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2093048"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2093048\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2093050,"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2093048\/revisions\/2093050"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2093049"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2093048"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2093048"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2093048"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}![\"\"](\"https:\/\/staging.starmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/nicole-kidman-01-scaled.jpg\")