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Kimberly Van Der Beek is opening up about grief three months after her husband James died at 48.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/li>\n
“The reality is settling in… and I miss him. We all miss him,” she admitted in a candid Instagram post.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/li>\n
The actor died in February following a battle with colorectal cancer. James is survived by Kimberly and their six children.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n
Kimberly Van Der Beek<\/a> is reflecting on the three months since James Van Der Beek<\/a> died.<\/p>\n The widow of the Dawson’s Creek <\/em><\/a>star opened up about grief in a candid Instagram post on Tuesday<\/a>, sharing images of James and their children<\/a>. James died in February<\/a> following a battle with colorectal cancer. He was 48.<\/p>\n “To say I’m heartbroken is a severe understatement.\u00a0Words just don’t capture what grief is.\u00a0The comforts of shock have worn off.\u00a0The reality is settling in… and I miss him.\u00a0We all miss him,” Kimberly began.<\/p>\n “Yet, there is a different kind of magic in the air.\u00a0I feel him.\u00a0I know him more deeply.\u00a0My conscious connection to God has deepened.\u00a0The veils of the universe have thinned.\u00a0And I trust that this is the path me and my family have always been intended to walk,” she continued.<\/p>\n Kimberly, who shares Olivia, Joshua, Annabel, Emilia, Gwendolyn, and Jeremiah with James, added that the “outpouring of support” she’s received “has been tremendous.”<\/p>\n