shared via TikTok<\/a> on Tuesday while giving a \u201cday 12 update\u201d on the animal.<\/p>\n\u201cI\u2019m tired. It\u2019s getting to be a lot, which makes me sound like a baby, but the truth is, I\u2019ve just been on watch constantly hoping nothing happens and watching them all the time,\u201d the former reality star told her followers.<\/p>\nKate Gosselin broke down in tears Tuesday as she talked about the \u201cstrain\u201d of integrating her rescue dog Koda into her home. kate.gosselin\/TikTok<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\u201cI\u2019m tired. It\u2019s getting to be a lot \u2026 but the truth is, I\u2019ve just been on watch constantly hoping nothing happens and watching them all the time,\u201d she said in a TikTok upload. kate.gosselin\/TikTok<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n<\/aside>\nGosselin \u2014 who also adopted Koda\u2019s sister, Meika \u2014 said it has been \u201ca lot\u201d trying to manage the two dogs\u2019 schedules at age 51.<\/p>\n
\u201cKoda is a humongous personality,\u201d she said of the Belgian Malinois mix. \u201cShe is now very obsessed with her ball, equally as Meika, and she could run forever.\u201d<\/p>\n
The former reality star said Koda is exhibiting as much energy as an Alaskan Malamute and it\u2019s starting to make her \u201cdoubt\u201d herself.<\/p>\n
\u201c[Koda] destroyed a rug yesterday and she tried to destroy \u2014 this makes me cry \u2014 Nanuq\u2019s bed that used to be Shoka\u2019s,\u201d she said, referring to her former German shepherds.<\/p>\nGosselin said Koda (seen above with dog Meika) has a \u201chumongous personality.\u201d kate.gosselin\/TikTok<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\nShe cried when she spoke about sentimental things Koda has destroyed in her North Carolina home. kate.gosselin\/TikTok<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\u201cIt\u2019s our favorite bed. I\u2019ve had it for 15 plus years or more \u2026 and it\u2019s very special to me,\u201d Gosselin added. \u201c[Koda] sleeps on it at night. It\u2019s the bed we keep in our room. That really upset me. That would really break my heart. And I know that things get destroyed.\u201d<\/p>\n
The \u201cDancing With the Stars\u201d alum noted that the \u201cpressure\u201d and \u201cstrain and stress\u201d has been \u201cweighing on\u201d both herself and her boyfriend, Steve Neild; however, they were aware that the rescue process could be hard.<\/p>\n
\u201cAt the end of the day, probably no one else would have saved her,\u201d she claimed. \u201cSo, I know that we\u2019re doing a good thing. We just have to hang in.\u201d<\/p>\n
Last December, Gosselin announced that her beloved German Shepherd Nanuq had died. <\/p>\nGosselin adopted Koda and her sister, Meika (both seen above) and knows she has to \u201chang in\u201d until the situation improves. kate.gosselin\/TikTok<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\nThe former reality star (pictured above in 2009) is best known for welcoming eight kids with ex-husband Jon Gosselin. \/ SplashNews.com<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\u201cI have no words. One minute she was here and healthy. The next, she was gone,\u201d she wrote via Instagram<\/a> at the time.<\/p>\nKate is best known for welcoming eight kids<\/a> with her ex-husband, Jon Gosselin \u2014 22-year-old sextuplets\u00a0Aaden, Joel, Alexis, Hannah, Collin and Leah, as well as 25-year-old twins Mady and Cara.<\/p>\nThe North Carolina resident is estranged from Collin<\/a>, who lives with Jon and Hannah in Pennsylvania.<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n