Real talk!<\/strong><\/p>\n Lil Nas X has opened up about his bipolar diagnosis.<\/p>\n The ‘Old Town Road’ star took to social media to get candid about his health in a clip captioned “wellll HELLLO!”<\/p>\n In the video he said: “Hey. I really wanted to talk to you guys. It\u2019s no way I\u2019m going to be able to make this not awkward because it\u2019s really awkward for me. But I wrote down a few notes so I can at least make sure I say the things that I do want to say.”<\/p>\n “First, where I\u2019ve been. I\u2019ve been in rehab for a few months and since then I\u2019ve been back at home, whether it\u2019s in Atlanta with my family or in Los Angeles with myself and friends and whatnot, and trying to ground myself down to earth and get out of my head. I have a therapist now and a psychiatrist, which has been really helpful.”<\/p>\n “When I got my bipolar disorder diagnosis i feel like i had known for like the past few years but I didn\u2019t want to admit to it because i didn\u2019t want to have to take medication\u2026I don\u2019t know how people think different of me, I mean I\u2019m already like Black and gay, like damn God\u2026come on\u2026I\u2019m like living life on extreme hard mode,” he joked.<\/p>\n “But on a serious note, I\u2019m doing much better\u2026I\u2019m feeling better, I\u2019m creating freely and there\u2019s less fear in my heart..I\u2019m smelling the roses.”<\/p>\n “I\u2019ve been doing music for seven years now, that\u2019s crazy. Speaking of music, I want to let you guys know that there is new music on the way. And I\u2019m not getting completely to that just yet, but I\u2019m excited to do that. And I\u2019m excited to go on this journey with you guys. This next chapter\u2026we\u2019ve been through so much together. Thank you guys for holding it down and I love you and all I want to do is continue to try to make you proud and make myself proud. So let\u2019s go dream, boy. Let\u2019s go.”<\/p>\n For all the hottest entertainment stories, keep SPIN<\/em>\u00a0loud with Shannon Keenan on the hour everyday from 10am-5pm<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n\n<\/blockquote>\n