{"id":2477049,"date":"2026-06-26T16:03:49","date_gmt":"2026-06-26T16:03:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/?p=2477049"},"modified":"2026-06-26T16:03:49","modified_gmt":"2026-06-26T16:03:49","slug":"cg5-not-supposed-to-love-me-ode-to-jax-the-amazing-digital-circus-song-animation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/celebrity.land\/en\/cg5-not-supposed-to-love-me-ode-to-jax-the-amazing-digital-circus-song-animation\/","title":{"rendered":"CG5 &#8211; Not Supposed To Love Me [Ode to JAX] (The Amazing Digital Circus Song Animation)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\"  width=\"580\" height=\"385\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/txrYKA8Zg4g?autoplay=1&#038;modestbranding=1\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><br \/>\n<br \/>STREAM &#8220;Not Supposed To Love Me&#8221; NOW \u25b6 https:\/\/cg5.lnk.to\/NotSupposedToLoveMe<\/p>\n<p>Song by @CG5<br \/>\nAnimation by @CodaAnim<br \/>\nGuitars by @FamilyJules7X<\/p>\n<p>Follow CG5&#8217;s social media:<br \/>\nTwitter \u25b6 http:\/\/twitter.com\/cg5beats<br \/>\nTwitch \u25b6 https:\/\/www.twitch.tv\/cg5music<br \/>\nSpotify \u25b6 https:\/\/sptfy.com\/cg5_<br \/>\nInstagram \u25b6 http:\/\/www.instagram.com\/cg5beats\/<\/p>\n<p>Follow @cg5live105, @cg5covers107, &#038; @cg5instrumentals461<br \/>\nDiscord Server \u25b6 https:\/\/discord.gg\/CG5<\/p>\n<p>LYRICS:<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve abandoned hope,<br \/>\nLooking for something that was real.<br \/>\nI\u2019ll try not to think about it,<br \/>\nI don\u2019t want to feel.<br \/>\nCuz it\u2019s all just too much to carry.<br \/>\nIt\u2019s all much too wrong.<br \/>\nI\u2019ve lived in levity so long.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m forever haunted by the choices that I made.<br \/>\nA weight beyond imagining that never seems to fade.<br \/>\nFor every scar I&#8217;ve left behind comes back to me in waves.<br \/>\nI run from love, I run away.<\/p>\n<p>Cuz despite it all, I\u2019m fine,<br \/>\nDespite the pain we shared.<br \/>\nI told you stories, told you lies.<br \/>\nI never shoulda dared open the door.<br \/>\nThe tears of the past mean nothing anymore.<br \/>\nAnd you\u2019re not supposed to miss me.<\/p>\n<p>To hell with everyone,<br \/>\nWho ever swore they\u2019d help me,<br \/>\nDon\u2019t you tell me what I want.<br \/>\nOr what I need, cuz I\u2019m the bigger man.<br \/>\nI\u2019m never looking back,<br \/>\nAnd you won\u2019t see me again.<br \/>\nCuz you\u2019re not supposed to love me.<\/p>\n<p>Family fell apart, made me feel like I was weak.<br \/>\nSo I cut them from my life, my feelings buried far beneath.<br \/>\nNo, I do not deserve to be forgiven of my sins.<br \/>\nShut up and leave me in ruins.<\/p>\n<p>Cuz despite it all, I\u2019m fine,<br \/>\nDespite the pain we shared.<br \/>\nI told you stories, told you lies.<br \/>\nI never shoulda dared open the door.<br \/>\nThe tears of the past mean nothing anymore.<br \/>\nAnd you\u2019re not supposed to miss me.<\/p>\n<p>To hell with everyone,<br \/>\nWho ever swore they\u2019d help me,<br \/>\nDon\u2019t you tell me what I want.<br \/>\nOr what I need, cuz I\u2019m the bigger man.<br \/>\nI\u2019m never looking back,<br \/>\nAnd you won\u2019t see me again.<br \/>\nCuz you\u2019re not supposed to love me.<\/p>\n<p>You\u2019re making this so hard.<br \/>\nWon\u2019t let me disappear.<br \/>\nSomehow you see me in the dark.<br \/>\nToo long I lived in fear, now it\u2019s too late.<br \/>\nNo I don\u2019t want to go,<br \/>\nBut I chose my own fate,<br \/>\nI hate you, but you\u2019ll still miss me.<\/p>\n<p>So thank you everyone,<br \/>\nWhoever tried to help me.<br \/>\nAfter all that\u2019s said and done,<br \/>\nYou held me close, and made me understand.<br \/>\nBut I\u2019ll never come back,<br \/>\nAnd you won\u2019t see me again.<br \/>\nCuz you\u2019re not supposed to love me.<br \/>\nNo!<br \/>\nYou\u2019re not supposed to love me.<br \/>\nNo!<br \/>\nYou\u2019re not supposed to love me.<br \/>\n<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=txrYKA8Zg4g\">Video Source<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>STREAM &#8220;Not Supposed To Love Me&#8221; NOW \u25b6 https:\/\/cg5.lnk.to\/NotSupposedToLoveMe Song by @CG5 Animation by @CodaAnim Guitars by @FamilyJules7X Follow CG5&#8217;s social media: Twitter \u25b6 http:\/\/twitter.com\/cg5beats Twitch \u25b6 https:\/\/www.twitch.tv\/cg5music Spotify \u25b6 https:\/\/sptfy.com\/cg5_ Instagram \u25b6 http:\/\/www.instagram.com\/cg5beats\/ Follow @cg5live105, @cg5covers107, &#038; @cg5instrumentals461 Discord Server \u25b6 https:\/\/discord.gg\/CG5 LYRICS: I\u2019ve abandoned hope, Looking for something that was real. 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