Regarding the single n0trixx says, “This track captures the inner chaos of Borderline Personality Disorder and is raw, intimate, and driven by lived experience. It oscillates between intense love and devastating abandonment, sacrifice and fear, vulnerability and rage. ‘harmless’ is what it sounds like to love too hard in a world that feels like it’s always pushing you away.”
The forthcoming debut album “A Catalogue of Madness and Melancholia” from the Russian-born, Lancashire-based bedlamcore artist is self-written and produced. It captures, addresses, and reflects on several different mental health issues that have had a profound impact on n0trixx.
She announced the album in December along with the release of lead single Revenge On God, a song which reflects the devasting effects of dementia for those in suffering and on the loved ones around them. It is presented by a huge barrage of heavy riffs delivered by The Wrong Kid Died guitarist Yentl Cambre, alongside a fierce rap flow, screams, and dark trap beats from n0trixx.
Elsewhere on the album hysteria [БЕГN] tackles Depression with a propulsive beat as Suicidal Ideation grows with her twisted rap flows in her native tongue. Hé Toi is a haunting multilingual trap performance piece written in collaboration with journalist John Paquin reflecting Dissociative Identity Disorder. St. Chaos is an explosive, genre-defying soundscape which mirrors the overstimulated, restless mind of someone living with ADHD while Spectrum captures what Autism would sound like in audio form
Catalepsia is rooted in a 1960s interview with a catatonic Schizophrenic and embodies the collapse of reality and identity, featuring Warren Willis (ex-Linkin Park) on keys. Meanwhile Living Nightmares, featuring rap duo FMA + 12 Gage, reflects Psychosis with fractured trap beats, as FMA + 12 Gage rap in unison, while n0trixx sings beautifully softly in Russian.
narc (i’m so happy that you’re dead) is a blisteringly honest account of surviving Narcissistic Abuse from a parent, while ‘You Are Loved’ finishes the album with a tender mantra of self-acceptance and closure.
“A CATALOGUE OF MADNESS AND MELANCHOLIA” TRACKLIST
1. Into the depths [intro]
2. hysteria [БЕГN]
3. Revenge On God feat. Yentl Cambre
4. harmless feat. Sarunas Brazionis
5. Hé Toi
6. St. Chaos feat. J.A.
7. Spectrum
8. Catalepsia feat. Warren Willis
9. Living Nightmares feat. FMA + 12 Gage
10. narc (i’m so happy that you’re dead)
11. you are loved [outro]
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